Sunday, August 7, 2016

Why Not Follow Your Heart!



             I have been trying so hard, but I feel I have yet to be noticed.

             I have no friends, no true friends. Spending Friday night, Saturday night, and Sunday mornings all alone.

             I used to be social. I use to go to events, but I have lost faith and the courage to do so.

            It is age and maturity.

            My heart says I need to keep pursuing and stay positive, but it is hard to do so.

            I am sometimes unsure where my courage and my energy will come from.

            I keep going. Sometimes it can be painful and frustrating because other people have friends and are going out and here I am headed home to spend the next hours alone.

           I'm not smiling, but others are.

           What I am experiencing sometimes seems unfair and not right.

            But being alone is something I am use to do and I am prepared to experience it for life.

            It has been 7 years and I yet to find a friend.

            I guess being patient is all I can do.

            I have to follow my heart and believe one day I will have friends and I will get out of this deep, downward feeling mode.

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